it has infact been quiet a while since i have typed. on here, that is. that is seemingly a popular exposition for my eljay. yess. here lately, i have just been living life, as usual. the fact that no-one ever reads this is sad. but at the same time inclines me to be more raw, and myself or somehting. i have really been thinking a whole bunch lately about like the purpose of life and stuff. everything seems ever so trivial in like the course of a lifetinme what does it matter kind of thing. this is the last day before thanksgiving break. and i cant say that i am actually excited, because i am infact not. but thats okay. i have to work a lot. right now i like, or somehing. this guy. and he is very likable, by me atleast, so that is that. ohh yeah. well i am basically tired of typing.