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September 5th, 2005

greetings, whores.

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i no longer have a boyfriend.
and i absolutely love that.
sure he was great, but so not for me.
at all.
and it had been obvious for quite some time now.
so finally, the inevitable.
luckily it was mutual.
since im such a boring awful lame person, ya know.
im going to eat some chicken fingers.
just so you all know.
school is going
hmmm.
schoolish.
supposed to have a self written monologue memorized by last block tommorrow
probably do it at lunch, or something.
who knows.
who flippin knows.
what the future holds.
and whatnot.
so i guess ill be immensely blunt and say,
i like jonathan.
and that is that.
so, go fall in a hole.
i think i am making a C in art.
oh ma goshness, isnt that really wacky?
but it is so hard, with a capital F.
in other news,
um.....
my life is life.
and all this porn is warping your fragile little mind.
not my mind.
yours
my mind is big
and phat, with a P.
okay, so all this madness is crazy.
besides the fact that carlie gave tiffany a black eye,
cause shes straite up gangsta like that.
haha.
i am heavy-ly wanting ta dye ma hair.
mayB i will, yo.
i guess.
so um, yeah.

August 27th, 2005

news news.
all is basically tha same.
school is schoolish. drama is the only super fantastic block. art is awful. and spanish is spanish, and science, well, yeah.
anthony is so great. so much dating drama has been going down lately, its craZy.
but despite all that, he is amazingly wonderful.
i want my lip peirced.
on tha left.
talked to jesse a lot lately.
hes the bomb.
and while everyone is having the time of there lives at jimmy eat world i am not there.
but i am however content.
with hb and wes.
tommmorow is sunday.
that is not very significant, so i wont elaborate.
in others news,
my socks dont match,
and thats the only way i'll have it.
i am becoming asexual. hehe. that is very effing funny.
i am laughing so hard.
peeing in my pants, i am laughing.
okay, i was being facecious.
im sure that is spelled wrong.
i love anthony.
some guy in tha hall was all like
"your as tall as a brick in the wall"
thats kinda funny.
so laugh now or pay later.
girl jeans do wonders. in all areas.
haha
i am laughing so hard
that i am pissing again.
in my mind.
i get weirder every effing day.
i swear.

August 4th, 2005

nieneteen eightYfive.
geeze, sckool starts, like, um, tommorrow. gah. yah.
so this semester i have drama, art, science, and spanish.
ultra easy, i know. oh well, thats what happens when your an idiot. yay.
so, Happy (late) flippin b-day to gracie lou!! yippy skippy.
umm, life is good, i suppose.
i want to eat a corndog, right now. yum!
so, i am in public library, being a toal nerd. yupp. some guy just man attacked me, and it made me laugh.
well, my romantic life is seemingly complicated in the most uncomplicated way. which, at this precise moment, i must not report the information, who knows who may acquire it? i mean, gah. there is a lovely guy out there who knows who he is, and i want him oh so badly. are you reading this? do you think i am speaking of YOU? well, yes, i am. believe it or not.
i like your peircing.
i have a boy friend.
um yay?
hannah is my cousin, and she is cool.
we got our hair cut, and my hair is 7 inches shorter, and hbs is 8. they are oh ma goshness, fresh.
wesley is currently beside thou listening to some rK, and it is blaring.
and it is well,
with ma soul.
so, it is raining, and i have this intense urge to make out, although i have never even had that first kiss. the rain does something weird to me, and my crazy body.
i have spacers.
eight tiny rubber bands stuck between teh tightes teeth you have eva encountered= mucho pain
so that means braces in like 2 weeks. cha, i always have to be the minority. ill be one of the only 16 year olds with a metal grill. haha
anywho, my 16th bday party is going ot be amazing.
and YoUUU are so invited. silly. duh. hhheheheajfdhsjakfhdskjfhdsajklghdakjlghsdajkghfdjkalfhsalknuvfskljf
in other news, i am going to try to settle down and read an excellent book, before we go to the band thingy tonight.
in the words of kip dynamite peace out!

July 12th, 2005

Aloha, goodbye.

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Well, home today. no posts most likely for a while. eh...wish me luck..or something. Funeral at 2.

Hope everyone has a most excellent rest of da summa. Buckle up for safety, and those of you driving, look out for Carlie. haha. Happy Tenth grade. Whehew!

Don't forget, every Sunday at 10:30, Andy Milanokis.

Jess, Carlie, Anna, Bex, Anthony. See you guys soon
Hey, Grace, I pinky swear Ill write ya when i get home.

Okay, now I'm just sounding like a mom.

July 11th, 2005

eh.

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My dad calls today. he says he doesnt care where i live. he'll ship me my stuff. i am in so much emotional pain. we used to best friends. now, he doenst even care. i dont know what to do. i am coming to bainbridge tommorow, funeral. i swear, the only thing thats keeping me here is people that do actually care about me. and i care about them. so much.
.......off to my bubble bath............... comment, do whatever. i dont really care at this point. sorry for my emo. its emoish.

July 10th, 2005

Well, I am feeling a bit better. talked to Tonya and dad today. Everyone is basically, well, how can you be when you just lost a loved one? It just takes time.

Man, I heart gma. shes so awesome. we went to col. last night, and had nursery this morning (omg there was this kid there, i wanted to take him home, gah he was adorable.)and then started to col. today but it was raining too mucho. eh, no news, all is tinative. probably coming home tommorow. er. i guess i am just emotional today. had a good cry. and some cake. and ice cream.And some andy. all in good time. hey-god is great. what can I say? vbs tom, i think. one-day-er.

* Andy Milanokis, tonight 10:30, be there or be square. or triangular.


Anthony is, of course, so amazing.

July 9th, 2005

Tonya's dad died tonight. I don't really know what to say or think. It all seems too strange to even take in. I feel like really horrible. I guess that means I am coming home either Monday or Tuesday, and I am dreading it. I don't know. I guess just pray for them. and me. this is fing not good. i feel so bad for not liking them now. how am i supposed to act toward them? affectionate and sympathetic? can i even pull that off? im not fake. but i still feel horrendous. and i know that its hard for them. and its queer to think about, someones here one minute, and bam, their not. i hope wesley and hb are a ok. geeze i feel for them. Well, carlie, jess, anthony, see you guys soon, I guess.

July 8th, 2005

-I rock pea's on my head, but don't call me a pea head
-bees on my head, but don't call me a bee head
-bruce lee's on my head, but don't call me a lee head
-now please excuse me,i gots to get my tree fed.
-i rock the brands and i make my own clothing.
-i hang out with an apple who loves self loathing
"I hate myself"
-pancake on my face, makes me extra happy
-i like shampoo bottles that sit on my lappy
-caus its my show u can't tell me what to do.
-when life hands me lemons,i make beef stew.
-i know to go but its time for me to rock it
-i put bologna in my left pocket
-smear some cream cheese in my gold locket.
-its my show im andy milonakis
-its my show im shmandi's shmiloshmakis
-its my show im andy milonakis
First best friend: Whitley Walker
First car: eh, not yet.
First kiss: nope
First screen name:like cutie pie or some lame as fu.. something like dat
First self purchased album: like baskstreet boys, they were classic haha
First funeral: great g-ma
First pets: eh, like 9 stray dogs, i practically begged my mom.
First piercing/tattoo: ears, of course
First musician you remember hearing in your house:

LASTS
Last car ride: at like 10 this mornin, went to col.
Last kiss:well, havent had the first one yet.
Last good cry: er, the way back from music camp.
Last library book checked out: i cant remember, it was super overdue though
Last movie seen: the Terminal
Last beverage drank: Sprite
Last food consumed: Chocalate cake!!!
Last crush: what even is a crush?
Last phone call: gma from work
Last time showered: eh, i cant remember. isnt that awful?
Last shoes worn: hot pink ballet flats. old navy! yay!
Last cd played: Story of the year
Last item bought: a loaf of bread....well, i didnt buy it
Last annoyance: er....i dont really know
Last disappointment: .........guys........
Last time wanting to die: one day last week
Last time scolded: last day i was home, whenever that was.
Last shirt worn: my watermelon polo, well, half of it. yes, i am notorious for vandalizing my own clothes
Last website visited: www.pimpdaddy.com its so funny!
Last word you said: bye
Last song you sang: sidewalks, story of the year
Last color socks are you wearing? thats an odd question. im not weraing them, however.
What color of underwear are you wearing? haha. its a funny thing about underwear.
What time did you wake up today? geez, i dunno, 930 ish

FUTURE
Where do you want to go? California
What is your career going to be? eff if i know
Where are you going to live? ditto
How many kids do you want? 2 or 3, i wanna be §uper mom! whehew!
What kind of car(s): OMG 67 Chevy Impala, black, leather interior. *sigh*

CURRENT
Current mood: i had cake for breakfast! weee!
Current music: story of the year.
Current taste: stale gum.
Current hair: pony tail/head band/ wtf?!?
Current clothes: jean shorts and my watermelon polo


(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done

(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex ß- ONCE
(x) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(X) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa.
(x) Punched a friend haha!
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(_) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (Favorite movie of all time!!!!)
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding- yeah, ghetto style!
(x) Met someone in person from the internet

(x) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(your mom goes!) gone to college
(_) graduated college, community
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? biting my nails, yes i know its gross
2. Are you double jointed? yes, my arms
3. Can you roll your tongue? no
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? no
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? yeah!
6. Can you cross your eyes?heck yeah!
7. Tattoos? no
8. Piercings and where? two in each ear
9. Do you make your bed daily? uh, no.

CLOTHES
10. Which shoe goes on first? it depends
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? haha. yeah.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? 1 dollar, give or take a few.
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? earrings in my 2nd holes, an anklet
14. Favorite piece of clothing? my home boy t-shirt!

FOOD
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? cut
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? uh, yeah, fear factor at school, scarred for life
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? CHOcoLATE!!!
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? 4 or 5 I live for cereal
19. What's your favourite beverage? Dr. Pepper, or root beer
20. What's your favorite restaurant? Anything Italian
21. Do you cook? yeah, grilled cheeses!

GROOMING
22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day, enless i stay over at jessies. haha
23. Hair drying method? blow dry, sometimes air
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? heck yeah! all the time.


MANNERS
25. Do you swear? eh, i like the f word. its funny.
26. Do you ever spit? not really


WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
27. Animal? girraffe
28. Food? italian, cereal
29. Month? eh...i dunno
30. Day? thurdsay
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? timmy turner. hes the best.
32. Shoe Brand? BC, there so original
33. Subject in school? eh.....english i guess
34. Color? hot pink
35. Sport? snowboarding
36. TV show? Andy Milanokis!!! YAY!

IN AND AROUND
41. The CD player? emo, alternative, rap if im feeling funky
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? prob. jess
43. Ever taken a cab? no, i so wanna though
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? haha, no
45. What color is your bedroom? Blue
46. Do you use an alarm clock? yeah, how else would i get out of bed?
47. Window seat or aisle? window, most def.

LA LA LAND
48. What's your sleeping position? side, or tummy
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? sometimes
50. Do you snore? i think so
51. Do you sleepwalk? no
52. Do you talk in your sleep? yeah. haha.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? when im at jessies.
54. How about with the light on?no, only at carlies! hahaha
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? either.

July 7th, 2005

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